Saturday, October 12, 2013

Autumn's Glow

I love shooting photos in the fall because...well....fall is my favorite season. I *love* the hues of fall and the golden rays that bring a rich glow to the world.  The autumn sunshine somehow manages to bring out the golden tones in even the palest skin.


 Cassandra Jo---2 months old

My adorable neighbor girl. She has the most captivating blues ever, although I didn't do the greatest job at capturing them.  This was one of those very impromptu shoots....Shaunda is out with her camera and the next door neighbor is out walking the baby and suddenly we're taking pictures of the babies. Fun.
She had a little issue with putting leaves in her mouth. :)

My lovely, lovely daughters


Cassie doing what she often does for her big sister. Angeline can't wait for her baby sister to get old enough to appreciate her big sister a little more deeply. :)


And sometimes it is just plain down fun to break every photography rule in the book. :)
Same beautiful floral couch, 5th darling baby posing on it in her boy shirt. (you know they say the 5th kid is lucky if she even gets clothes put on her in the morning!:) )

Monday, October 7, 2013

Weekend pleasures



                 "Know what I like best about weekends, Mom??? You let me stay up late to read!!!"
                    *I will refrain from making any comments on the quality of their reading material. But, if you feel that you must read comics, well....then at least make it Calvin and Hobbes.

                      

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Babies are just good at That


You thought I was going to mention crying, didn't you??!  Well. For once I have something else in mind.
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It happened again. For the 5th time in 10 years. Not only has my entire life and schedule been totally turned upside down and inside out,  my heart has been altered too. Rearranged. Never to be the same again. All because of  lil Miss Cassie Jo. Babies are just stink'in good at doing that.


Baby Dearest- you know how to:

-turn a harsh voice into a sweet, soft whisper

-turn hopeless cynicism into hopeful wonder

-make rough hands use the most gentle, tender touches

-turn scowls that have dug deep furrows in an old man's face back into a smile

-slow down even the most task oriented people in the world so that they too begin to enjoy the smallest everyday pleasures

-rearrange priorities that have slowly been misplaced throughout the passing years

-bring joy to the world even in the midst of deep sorrow

-turn the hardest of hearts all soft and squishy again.
Cassie Jo,
I'm thankful that Jesus is using you in such a gentle way 
to grow me into His fullness.
The world is a better place because of you!!!

Friday, September 27, 2013

Life through the lens

Because I can't formulate thoughts or sentences right now. And because my humor becomes more warped with each lost minute of sleep. And because these pictures depict my life better than my own feeble words.


I have no clue what I feel right now, but please, get your hands off of me!!!



Sometimes pinching my lips and keeping on when I really want to sit down and have a big pity party


sometimes just bawling like a baby

 

Oft times totally dazed and glazed



Often experiencing mixed emotions for which I know no words
 
Sometimes perfectly quiet and content


Sometimes terror stricken
Sometimes screaming
Overcome with tenderness and love at times
At time lifting my hands in worship.....thank you, Jesus....you're so good to me!

Often filled with joy that breaks forth in a squinty eyed smile



Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Month 1

 Hello, folks! I'm one month old!!!

My mommy says she feels like crying about how quickly this past month sped by. It didn't seem very fast to me. In fact, it just went on and on. When I thought it couldn't get any worse, guess what.....it did!!! I hope that I won't have to relive another month like this one. It included too much drama and way too much traveling for me.

Highlights,Adjustments, Facts,Celebrations from my first month of life:

-I attended 3 funerals

-I attended my Uncle Erikson's wedding in Iowa which means that I also traveled to Iowa with my family. Thankfully my mom didn't bother taking any pictures. It makes me grumpy when she tries to tote me around and shoot pictures of other important happenings at the same time. I personally didn't enjoy the wedding enough to think it was worth having pictures of the day.

-I celebrated my big brother's 3rd birthday. Apparently turning 3 is a big deal. That's about all my family talked about for an entire 24 hours. There were gifts, candles, friends, a funny cake and an evening at the park. Now my big brother just wants to ride his new bike all the time. I think he is pretty cool, for a 3 year old, that is.










-I celebrated my two oldest siblings return to school for 2013-14. Oh boy, we had to get up early to get all ready to be at school on time. The excitement was running high in this house. Then there was lots of clapping  and cheering and other loud noises.  My siblings seemed to think it was one of the best days of the month. Oh...whatever. I prefer staying at home and sleeping in my bed.



-I broke out in a case of infant acne. I'm not sure why. Lots of people have lots of suggestions. My mom says she's just tired of hearing about all the possible causes. It would probably be best just not to mention it to her or to me. Mom thinks that maybe I'm just going through premature puberty. She says that at least I won't have to remember the awkward pimply stage if I get it over with now. She tells me everyday that I'm still cute even though I've got a serious pizza face.




-I'm losing the little bit of hair that I was born with. I'm basically bald on top and have this nice strip of hair around the bottom half of my head. I really do resemble a balding gentleman. Mom still tells me I'm beautiful all the time. I believe her, but I do hope that my hair grows back soon!





-I often spend a good portion of my day crying. Sometimes I  even scream. Not even mom can calm me down. We're all trying to figure out what triggers my crying fits. Of course, once again, everyone I meet thinks they might know the solution for easing my belly aches and gas pains. Mommy gets really tired and sometimes irritable when I cry for too long. I'm  trying hard to do better. Mommy thinks she sees some improvement and she praises me with big, long, sweet sounding words when I am a happy girl.






-Sometimes after I really wear myself out from crying I like to take a good long sleep. In fact, last night I slept from 10 pm - 4 am. Mommy thinks I'm absolutely adorable when I'm sleeping. She's always coming around with her camera and taking pictures of me.







This is my birth announcement that mommy never got time to send out to my friends/family. You may possibly receive one in the next 365 days.


-I went to my Great Grandpa Lehman's funeral in Chambersbug, PA when I was just 1 week old. There I met my mom's many relatives. Sorry, but I just can't remember all the names.

-While we were traveling to Iowa for my uncle's wedding, my dad got a really sad phone call. My Uncle John Beiler passed away in a farm accident. He fell from a 120 foot silo. Immediately following the wedding my family headed back to PA to be with the Stoltzfus/Beiler family and to attend the funeral. I didn't really understand what all was going on but there was lots of crying and sniffling going on around me. I joined right in the crying. I got squeezed in the middle of lots of hugs.  Most of my dad's family got to meet me for the first time. Again, there were way too many names for me to remember.

-I just started smiling. My entire family celebrates anytime I so much as crack a little grin. Mommy says that my smiles are extra special since they are so far and few between. It really warms her heart to see that I am having some moments of comfort in which I am actually enjoying life. She's hoping to capture one of my smiles on her camera someday soon.


 -We just got home from the big wedding and funeral trip 2 days ago. I'm so happy to be home. So happy, in fact, that I celebrated the first day at home by being a near angel. Mom almost fainted in shock. She just didn't realize how sick and tired I was of traveling and big crowds.  She says that she really hopes I'm turning over a new leaf. I would like to turn over a new leaf myself. All this crying really isn't very much fun for me either.

See, now why this month seemed really long from my perspective!!??!!!
Here's to hoping for a quieter and happier 2nd month of life.

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

I smell it....

Autumn is in the air.



I pull the blanket up around my neck and snuggle baby girl a little tighter. I want to stay in bed a little longer. I step outside and and breathe deep....that crisp cool air is so refreshing. A few leaves are just starting to show golden colors. I feel like cooking. Something with rich fall-time flavor... Sweet potatoes. Maybe some apple crisp? Or my favorite pumpkin cake?

I love fall. Its hues. Its smells. Its food. Its temperatures.

I smell it in the air today. It makes dream of a yummy hot drink.



Or a good book.

Anything but Curious George, please!

No, I do not mean reading out loud to an audience!


Or an afternoon nap.


All of which are not possibilities for me today.

Why is it so easy to wish for that which is just out of my reach and forget about all the wonderful things within my reach???

Today I get to:

Hold, comfort, cuddle, feed, change, comfort, rock, feed, comfort, rock this little Sugar Lump all day long!



And celebrate Mile 3 with this Charming Little Man.
just 3 very short years ago









                                                           Happy Birthday, Christopher!!!



Oh, and get ready for a trip to Iowa to attend my little brother's wedding

And feed my family

And do laundry

And enjoy the splendor of this day.


p.s. fall means hibernation is just around the corner. Just another reason to love the season!